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Karma.

24 Apr

Karma: Destiny or fate, following as effect from cause.

If there’s one thing I’ve learned about karma, it’s that it always comes around and bites you in the ass. I try my best to be nice to people, and be the best person I can be. But lets be honest, people are ferociously brutal. Sometimes people just need to be slapped. Or worse. And although I don’t have the authority to take matters into my own hands when it comes to anyone but myself; that doesn’t stop me. Some people just need to be punished. I’m sure that karma gets around to everyone. But the people who deserve the worst case scenario seem to always get off the hook. I feel like it’s my job to get them back on it. I’ve learned a lot of lessons but watching the bad people have all the good stuff just isn’t fair. People cheat their way to the top, and all their dreams come true. But the honest people get left in the dust. Karma has a way of messing up the future. One bad choice and your destiny is screwed. Which isn’t fair, or just. Karma is partial and unethical.

Fuck Karma-

A dance?

19 Apr

He asked me for a dance. He was serious. He said he was gonna drive over in the middle of the night just to dance with me. Romantic right? Then again not so much. How do you look at a guy that is so sweet and puts you on this pedestal like you’re a queen and tel him you don’t feel the same? You don’t. I told him I’m not feeling well, which isn’t a lie. I’ve been feeling horrible all day. I think I’m depressed. Not like I want to die, more like the fact that I make stupid choices makes me wish someone would kill me.

Bad decision?

19 Apr

Well, I finally did it. Whether or not that is a good thing I haven’t decided. I just don’t understand how I could allow myself to be so insecure. To let a man own me. I don’t need men. Or women. Or ANYONE. Who am I kidding?