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The Final Goodbye.

24 Apr

Well, here we are again a thousand miles apart.
Searching for answers & looking for a new place to start-
Didn’t you know that the clock is ticking? I’m moving on.
Don’t even bother looking for me once I’m gone-
Even IF you find me, I will never be the person I was when I was with you.
Cause without you my heart broke into pieces; you left me with no one to turn to-
Where are you when I’m lonely? When my emotions are undone?
If this was a war, it’s safe to say you won-
Where are you when I’m laughing? Or when my tears start to hit the floor?
Not where I need you to be; cause you’re not knocking at my door-
Yes, it works both ways, but you don’t need me like I need you.
Because you’re stronger then I am, it shows in everything you do-
Yet you aren’t strong enough to let go of your pride.
So I guess I’ll have to get used to seeing someone else standing by your side-
I was so easily replaced; it’s like you didn’t even have to try.
So I guess everything that we once were has come down to this final goodbye-

Lost.

23 Apr

Do you ever get the feeling that you’re missing something? I look at my life and I can’t help but feel like there’s this empty space. Lately I feel like I’m searching for something that I’ll never find. Not because what I’m looking for is lost. But because I’m lost. Somewhere in between who I was and who I’m becoming I’ve lost sight of who I am. I’m a million miles away from the people that I care about. And I can’t even blame them for walking away. Because It was me who walked away, I chose to put up walls and burn bridges. Now I find myself secluded from everyone else. I like being on my own. It makes things easy. But it also makes things really hard. I just wonder what could’ve happened if I chose to not walk away.

Ignorance is bliss.

21 Apr

I’ve always wondered what it would be like to be in love,

to experience the fairy-tales I used to dream of.

But now that I’m older my dreams are haunted,

all I see is hurt, and people who feel unwanted.

I would give anything just to be a little girl again,

then I wouldn’t know that all the good stories in life are just pretend.